Monday, July 15, 2019

I’m not the girl your mother warns you about




I’m not the girl your mother warns you about.


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I won’t kiss your best friend or break your heart.

I won’t make you choose between doing what makes you happy and spend time with me.

I’m not cold. I’m not reckless.

I’m the girl your father compare to your mother when she was younger.

I’m the girl that gets away.


I will love you more than anyone knows how to.

I will kiss you when your demons overwhelmed your senses.

I will stand by your side until you decide otherwise.

Boy you’re a lot like your father and so I believe you will leave.

Not realizing you were too young to know what love is.

You’ll let me go and I won’t look back   but you will.

I promise you, you will.

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Because I’m that girl who will cross your mind the day you're contemplating about putting a ring on her once you're older.


Sunday, July 14, 2019

If love turns lonely. let it go.

How much pain do you have to tolerate until it is okay to give up?


They said the one who leave first in a relationship, is the cruel one without knowing the one who got left behind was too toxic to be kept around.

let the hardest part, be the moment you walk away and find someone easier to love.

― What If (2013)“I’m not sure. About anything.”


Whether it's you or him, people tend to ask who leaves first.

And they swallow the deeper questions of what makes that person leave.

― Our Little Sister (2015)
Suzu: Is it all right for me to be here? I always thought someone’s always hurting just because I exist. Sometimes…it becomes unbearable.




For those who are holding on to the last shred of hope — maybe it's time for you to question your tears and worth.

It's time someone tells your that 

It is okay to give up.

You are allowed to leave.

Some people does not deserve an explanation as to why you choose to do what you did.


― Mauvais sang (1986)
Anna: If you stopped loving me…would you be brave enough to tell me?

There was a time that human made you happier than you were before his existence. Take a second to look at your faded smile in the mirror and ask  would it be fair for your future self to hold on to that limited level of happiness out of appreciation

when right now at the present  the same person kills the soul out of your eyes.

When being besides him makes you mind wonder if he's actually there.

If love turns lonely. let it go.

a compatible soul who fits yours just right









"The devil is not a tiny red man with evil laugh. He could have a lulling voice that reminds you of the ocean, a warm hug that makes you question 
— if going to hell is worth it if it means you get to hold his hands all the way down and dear, the beautiful devil can even shade tears when he needs it"


Being an emotional creature, females usually tend to classify souls with dicks to be a devil when some of them can be an angel in disguise.

There would be a soul out there who will fit yours that it makes you fail to recall, how was life before you found them. There are also cases where you mistakenly categories your soul mate as that one friend who stays in friend-zone forever  just so it won't end.

You thought you have time to come back and pay attention to the details so why not enjoy life with chasing the fuckboys with baggy hoodies and "do me" cap.


Chase the boys who scream danger so we can say "they are all the same" when he messes up your life  just like the labels that you read on them before you said hey.




You will stumble upon someone that you won't categories him as only a guy — but rather a compatible soul who fits yours just right.






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